Time To Say Good Bye..

My time comes now to say goodbye.
Days passed by, my goodness how they fly..

Don't know when i will be here or shall I stay still
I just need time to ease and time to deal

My present perhaps unwanted yet some waited
But i hope we will keep our self connected

Don't know to where I’ve gone or even if I linger on,
Just worry not my friends of that, my Life shall go on

Now time of loss isn’t time of please
Remember me in your heart and sealed it with a kiss..


by Shaan
29/08/07

Ours...

The night is ending already
The end arrived on this day
All the love fly away
No matter how hard i tried to stay

I would want to have you just once more time
Even i knew now nothing will be the same
Never again I fulfill your life
Never again on flame

Tomorrow is waiting
We will know that it's good-bye
And you don't have to say anything
'Cause everything you left behind

Our time together i knew I'm in love
It was so much love at least from my true side
But now..i just cherish our memories
Even for you it has already passed

by : Shaan
28/08/07

You Have No Right!

One day…when I’m walk away from your life
Don’t bother to look for me
One day.. when I’m no longer by your side
Never dare to dream of me

Our love is like a play in your hand
Everyday you said you love me
You said you need me and want me
But today i found out it just a game to play

I was crying and suffering
Longing for your return is my only wishing
But I’ve been thinking
I shouldn’t have these sad feeling

You not deserve for my tears
I’ll be fine without your sweet lying
You cant make me more sore
I’ll survive without your fake loving

Hear me, the day when I’m gone
You will realize that you lost what mean the most
And the day when I left
You will feel.. noone can love you like I do

By Shaan

Sunday August 26, 2007 - 02:56am (SGT)

I Will Carry On

Today..back to the first day

the day without you

Try to ignore this loneliness

Yet wondering why

~

I've been waiting

Still wanting

I'm dying

leaving you behind

~

How you break the promise

Thousands question fill my heart

Fatigue in my hope

Longing inside

~

Want to let it go as it was

Follow the road in my eyes

i feel its hard

but its my life

by Shaan
Sunday August 26, 2007 - 02:08am

I Love You

I look for someone
not to share my dreams,
But to create new ones
and make them true.

I look for someone
not to fulfill my life,
but to make it that
which I have never dream of.

I look for someone
not to back my talents,
but to find new ones
which I am not aware of.

I look for someone
not to share my life,
but to create a new one
on the ashes of two separate ones.

I look for someone
not knowing where he is,
I look for you
outside you.

I look for someone
not knowing that I am
looking for you,
not knowing perhaps
that only to you
can I say:
I LOVE YOU

By Shaan
Sunday August 12, 2007 - 02:11am

Loving You

Loving you
With all my life
Forever will be,
Waiting for you faithfully
I keep this inside of me
For the rest of my life
Forever will be,

Your are save in me
There is only one thing
Which i can convince will never be
Me, leaving from your LOVE
Me, Away from your side
That will NEVER be

Loving you
With all my heart
For the rest of my life
That's FOREVER will be

by Shaan

Saturday August 11, 2007 - 08:07pm

Are You The ONE?

I can feel your breathe

it melt my heart

Are you the one from heaven above?

Are you the one the answer of my prays?

you just like the light

who show me the path

Are you the one the only one for me?

Are you the one, the my half?

I will convince my self

I will give me to you

i will follow your way

if you the one, my only one

God, please give the sign

Please show me the one

Is he forever mine?

The one who just conquer my heart

by: Shaan

Tuesday August 7, 2007 - 06:26pm (SGT)

Our Separate life

When this love story ended

When I've lost all my strength to stand

You've choose to end

You've thrown our love to the sand

I've gave you everything i could

I've offered you all that i would

But no matter what I've been given

Its never give you the heaven

I cant be the perfect one

So hard I've been try

i cant be the one you want

So i Let you find yours one

by: Shaan

Tuesday August 7, 2007 - 05:23pm

The Hundreds Day...

Hundreds night we've spent together

Hundreds night i was by your side

Hundreds day we've shared our life

Hundreds day you were in my hug

With you we made promise till death do us part

With you we built our dream to become true

With you we prays and believe nothing will go wrong

But the reality said differently

If you want to know the truth..

its hard for me to let you go

If you can see thru me..

Its hard to live my life without you by my side

My prays still called for your name

My wish only to turn back the time

My needs is longing for your soul

My hope just want you to be home

But If this the God's will...

Let it be over and we start our new life

And if this the end of us

Let me keep you inside last in my heart

by Shaan

Tuesday August 7, 2007 - 12:43pm (SGT)

I'm fallin'

I dont know what to call for i feel at this moment
It's not because i'm afraid to name it
it's not because i have fear that i will be wrongly to say it
Moreover i'm scare if what i have and i feel is the thing I’ve been thinkin'...

The pains which have stayed deep inside me
Ruins what i've believe which i built as my strength lately
One more time i'm falling
But this time i'm hopeless and just let it flowing

I'm fallin’ love...for once more
This time i feel something
I have fear for what i feel
And once more time..i'm just fallin

By Shaan
Monday August 6, 2007 - 01:15pm (SGT)

We, Us and Our NOW

We finally found someone

When my heart starting to doubt

We finally found someone

When your soul tired wanting to stop

I said your name each day

Wishing you the answer of my prays

You pledge your self to be true

For loving me in our whole live thru

Once the day is here,

of ours to be together as one

We accept for whatever we are

Wherever good and bad comes

We Promise to stay forever

Never ever give up for our love

We will be till the end of time

coz We will always need each other as one

By Shaan

Thursday August 2, 2007 - 05:55pm (SGT)

You Are...

Deep down in side me, in The bottom of my heart

still there's a special place for you to stay

I cant erase your name nor your shadow

you still the heart of my life

I cant stop the flow of this feeling

The memories of you still over me

Lonely breathe of my soul

Teared me apart from the whole

....... even this body belongs to other

But you still taken a place in me

Somehow You are alive inside

Maybe..forever will be...

by Shaan

Thursday August 2, 2007 - 12:35pm (SGT)

I ThouGht U r MiNe......

Sent From Heaven's Sky
I thought you were my angel,
Sent from heaven's sky.
I thanked God for your presence,
But now I wonder why.
You took your bow and arrow,
And aimed it at my heart.
You let it rip right through my soul,
And left me torn apart.

I started to wonder what went wrong.
I love you without fail.
I just never agree to share u my love
But above all else I figured
You just playing with my heart

By: Shaan

Monday July 30, 2007 - 11:26pm (SGT)

~*~And if the story should end.......~*~

When the moon showing her face
when the stars above starting race
that’s a beginning part when I’m thinking about you
When the night freeze
when the air breeze
That’s a moment when I’m longing for you

When the tears falling
when this soul crawling
that’s a time when I’m missing you
When these eyes searching
when this heart healing
that’s the end of you

by shaan

Sunday July 29, 2007 - 05:13am (SGT)

My HeaRt...

It’s Me … and I’m not Her
I' also not sure if you know or not
But I really do love you a lot.
You have a special place in my heart
Since the very first start.

On that Thursday when you left
The day when you give up to fight
I didn't know what to say….
Alone... Just spend my nights with tears
Dark… live my days with fears

I have a wonder……
Did you ever know, my heart was crushed inside?
On that day, a part of me has died.
But I realize, have to teach my heart to move on
Since now you have gone...

One thing i'm sure about..
Whatever your feeling inside,
whether you still love me or not?
or did you ever love me sometimes in your life
Just remember my love.i love you always..
you always in my heart

Friday July 27, 2007 - 01:00am (SGT)

I'm SoRrY...

Tell me you'll never walk away
Tell me everything is ok.
Tell me you will wait forever for me.
Tell me you will stay

Say I miss you
Stay I need you
Say I love you

I'm begging to please you.
I really don't know what to do
Please listen to me!
Sorry for what i did
Forgive me for hurting you.....

by shaan

Monday July 16, 2007 - 11:59pm (SGT)

Ooohh Life

I always trying to understand why my life is so complicated like this.
Wishing for a simple one but perhaps this the simple one which i'm facing it

Everything so blur but all seems so real
Do they just my imagination should i let it all be reveal?

I run for tomorrow but still hugging today
Wanna ease my sorrow replace with blossom day

I knew the road will much longer now
but faith in my heart made me stronger somehow


by: Shaan

Sunday July 15, 2007 - 11:01pm (SGT)

~~*~~ The New Me ~~*~~

When the moon showing her face
When the stars above starting race
That’s a beginning part when I’m thinking about you

When the night freeze
When the air breeze
That’s a moment when I’m longing for you

When the tears falling
When this soul crawling
That’s a day when I’m missing you

When these eyes searching
When this heart healing
That’s the time to start my new

by Shaan

Monday June 11, 2007 - 01:25am (SGT)

The MeMORies Of YoU...

In one of locked secret place
Deep in my pure heart
The loving memories of you stay there
Sweet perfectly safe
Which will only comeover
Everytime i invite
And will flying back to the safely place
With all the Love i kept inside...

~

by Shaan

SundayMay 20, 2007 - 06:10pm (SGT)

When???

I dont know how to called this feeling
I'm scared to tell this
Not because afraid i will wrongly judge
But moreover afraid if what i feel's right

Pain in my heart
Knife stabbing inside
Ruins my pride
fading whats belief is right

Oh God...i hurt again
Another i fallen apart
For once more i hurt
Now Broken heart

Knowing well Its not my first
Afraid it wont be the last
I wish to end all this
And found my last

by Shaan

Sunday May 20, 2007 - 04:35pm (SGT)

I Have No Regret

One day you feel all alone
When you see no one around
You remember the first time you get there
And the moment you don't know where


I just love you as you are
I take all as one
I'm not looking for the perfect guy
I feel complete when you were mine


The day you walked away
Took my breath with you
Frozen heart you left
Trying to melt ..wants new

These feelings came back again
Bring so much Joys that gains
If anyone ask me "is loving you such a vain? "
One answer from my heart.... I NEVER REGRET even for the pains

by Shaan

Wednesday May 16, 2007 - 12:37pm (SGT)

Vain or ???

I open my heart widely

Try to make my self strong

To heal the wounded coz u left me

Though your shadow always come along

~

Should i regret

Wasted my days for none

Burry my self to forget

I want to sweap all alone

~

Back to remember of our love

When they were seems right

In suddent you stab my life

Now i just follow the light

~

Deep inside i feel pain

Want to take you out from my brain

Tears falling like rains

Is Loving you such a vain???

by Shaan

Tuesday May 15, 2007 - 06:17pm (SGT)

With You

With you.. we spent countless days together
With you.. we dream to go thru this world side by side
With you.. now this all should end
With you.. no one will blame

If i can make a wish.. i wish, you and i never be apart
If God still giving me a chance.. i will try to make u come back
If i should tell u the truth.. i cant pass a single day w/o u
If God want to give me a miracle.. He will return u to my life

BUT now i should be happy w/o you....and I never regret in loving you

by shaan

Sunday May 13, 2007 - 10:16pm (SGT)

We live 2Learn how 2Love someone who's not complete in Perfectly

When we are in the right place for some reason that's called a good chance.When we met someone who take all our attention its not choice but its call luck.When we got some hard situation that's our destiny.When we decide to love someone with all his or her shortages, that's not luck but its our choice.

When we chose to stay with someone for better or worst its choice. Even when we are realize there are many other men or women who is smarter , handsome, beautiful, richer or even much more in everything from our partner and we still loving him or her that's also a choice.

Love, Care, Sympathize, Interest with someone .. all come into our life like a good chance but True love which will remain till the end is a choice, the choice which we should make.

Talking about our Soulmate, it will recalled " Destiny brought us together but the togetherness which last forever its depends on how we make it happens"

Soulmate is something real and we should believe "there is someone who made from heaven above for us".

Still to meet this soulmate, it depends on us whether we give our self try to find or we don't do anything to have him or her.

Its not a daydream we meet our soulmate, however "loving and devotion to our soulmate is a choice that we should take"

Living in this world, its not for searching the perfect men or women to be our life partner who we can love completely BUT we live to learn how to love someone who's not complete in perfectly

By: Shaan

Thursday May 10, 2007 - 03:29pm (SGT)

I'm Blessed

I thank God the day we met

HE sent you from d'heaven above

Someone longing i wait

Now whom i do love

The day you walk into my life

Bringing the smile on my face

With you as my half

Nothing i could not trace

You are the only one

Who makes me whole

You fill my mind

You own my soul

No comparison

Coz you makes my life complete

Now i do have a reason

To tell this heart never stop to beat

by Shaan

Wednesday May 9, 2007 - 06:08pm (SGT)

Just want you

suddenly all the memories came back again
the pictures of you fill my heart
i still remember those sweet words which left me pain
but somehow those words made my world bright


i cant erase you from my mind
nor cant replace your smile from my eyes
i cant stop the love when it was mine
or should i beg and cry


if i knew my absence will make u away
i will never leave u a single day
if i knew from the start she will steal u from my side
i will never let her near even just a slide


i can give up everything to make u come back
wanna become ur shining star as ur endless light
i can cover your each night with all my love
and i will do whatever you wish just tell me one


just not her....though all i want is for your happiness
even now in ur life.. ii'm no longer by your side
but please remember...i will always keep u in mine
in very special place..in the bottom of my heart

by shaan


{{{{ sometime we just found out how important someone in our life..just when they no longer by our side..."if only i could turn back the time..i will cherist when u r still mine" }}}}

Sunday April 22, 2007 - 03:27am (SGT)

Many times i've hurt and Many times i've fallen in love

You know who you are and you know very well about my heart.
You can see it very clear thru the deepest inside.
You can read my mind, feel my trembling heart and see how i really wish we will never be apart.

My day without you is never be the same...
with every moment that passed yet you are still inside.
My heart still remembers and it still beat for you.
It remember how many times i've been hurt but it still beat for you,
It remember how many times i've fallen in love and i've fallen for you..

I've known onething....
If loving you is like breathing how can i ever stop?